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On the bus. This is taking a while. Two buses. Am i dumb? Was there a better route? Theres traffic. Prolly unavoidable. Is the rapid really actually faster?
Writing this is lame. How bored have i gotten. I must be lame.
Fad Gadget. This spotify station is great.
Sickness. Of thoughts, its like an oppresive toxicity. Maybe the caffiene i drank is no good. Got a nervousness kinda fidgity in my head. Maybe its anxiety mixed with restless boredom. Id like out of my head. So much rumination. Worrying bout not being a intersting texter for this girl. I got a date, with a girl from okc tomorrow night. Shes eager interested seemes sincere, has rad illustrative drawing practice. Inhate how worried i am. That she'll discover how uninteresting I m. That i wont have a friend in her. Kat even before youve met her. I could think well shes looking to have me as a friend, what if my awkwardness spills an anti social vibe and throws her off. Why cant i just relax and be chill confident that whatever happens is fine because were both interested and have common shit were involved in. This basic shit and could be great. What i want is people lito meet with and im doing it so im winning. Relax already man
Maybe its vital i get kolonopin. Get that shit. Maybe get off the caffiene. And bus yo
Lifes go a be good. My soul partner with neurotic passion and love would
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