sometimes...
i wish i didn't have to work so much.
i fear i may have to start working more. i plan on moving out of this house when my "lease" is up in july. and i don't have a clue who i could live with.
and single apartments don't come cheap.
i'm saving money for school, and i'm doing really well! but, i am afraid i will have to dip into that money to support myself with rent/bills and such.
i guess i COULD stay here for longer, but things just seem so awkward since, well, since J. turned 30. i don't know what to do....how to "repair" our relationship. i don't even know what happened....
and i guess if i was around more, that would help. but it seems like when i am actually here, she isn't.
le sigh.
i need to see my friends more too. like, lots. even in small doses a few times a month.
i fear i may have to start working more. i plan on moving out of this house when my "lease" is up in july. and i don't have a clue who i could live with.
and single apartments don't come cheap.
i'm saving money for school, and i'm doing really well! but, i am afraid i will have to dip into that money to support myself with rent/bills and such.
i guess i COULD stay here for longer, but things just seem so awkward since, well, since J. turned 30. i don't know what to do....how to "repair" our relationship. i don't even know what happened....
and i guess if i was around more, that would help. but it seems like when i am actually here, she isn't.
le sigh.
i need to see my friends more too. like, lots. even in small doses a few times a month.