Long Time Coming
So I figured it was time for an update *lol* I'm starting to get really bad at keeping this thing up. Guess life is just flying by I don't really have a lot of time to just sit down and write about it.
I don't even know where to begin. Since the year started, things have been back and forth and everywhere and pretty amazing.
Let's just got with work. Work has been good, been working a lot of weekends which kinda stinks but what are ya gonna do? The tips are good on weekends and I', going to Florida in 27 DAYS and need the money.
I TURN 18 IN 6 DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! That's kinda really scary, like really scary. I got a card to tell me to register to vote and i started thinking back to my AP gov days and realized i shouldnt vote because im stupid at gov
So lets just to turn to my boyfriend, who is amazing. I don't think I've really talked about him...seeing as I havnt updated in forever. His name is Ethan, hes a junior at Franklin and I work with him. And I realized ysturday just how amazing he is. It was just weird for me thinking about having a boyfriend that goes to a different school and its rough. For like the first week i would be at school and just think ok i have to find my boyfriend...wait, just kidding hes not here. And I would get sad and upset when I saw other couples cause I coulndt be like them but its ok. We talk on the phone almost everyday, sometimes we get to work together but not really then we see each other on the weekends usually.
He's so different from anyone boy I've ever been with, well, kinda. I don't know if its the whole hes over a year younger than me or what but he is just amazing. As most of you know I was coming out of a real rough time with Nate, who more or less ripped my heart out everyday I saw him and threw it on the ground and jumped on it a few times, so i was kinda a little emotionally bruised, to say the least. But Ethan, hes a breath of fresh air. He's opened my eyes again to what it feels like to be in a good, functional relationship and how it feels to be loved. He makes me feel liek I matter. I've never laughed so hard with a guy until I was with him or done stupid things. He makes me so happy. I had a tough year in boy world last year and he makinig me forget all my heartahce. He is truly amazing.
Wow, i could probably go on and on about him but we'll move on.
I TURN 18 IN 6 DAYS!!!! I GOT TO FLORIDA IN 27 DAYS!!!! IM SO PUMPED!
Oh, I got a part in the musical. We're doing the Sound of Music and I'm Sister Berthe, its not a big part but ive never had a part before and I have a solo and what not. I did get a call back for Maria which was a total surprise. So I'm really excited about that
Have I ever mentioned how fast this year is going by? Its already half over and its WEIRD! They are already doing announcemnts about Prom songs and its scary.
I probably forgot a lot of things but this became really long. Maybe I'll update sooner then I did last time. Enjoy :)
I don't even know where to begin. Since the year started, things have been back and forth and everywhere and pretty amazing.
Let's just got with work. Work has been good, been working a lot of weekends which kinda stinks but what are ya gonna do? The tips are good on weekends and I', going to Florida in 27 DAYS and need the money.
I TURN 18 IN 6 DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! That's kinda really scary, like really scary. I got a card to tell me to register to vote and i started thinking back to my AP gov days and realized i shouldnt vote because im stupid at gov
So lets just to turn to my boyfriend, who is amazing. I don't think I've really talked about him...seeing as I havnt updated in forever. His name is Ethan, hes a junior at Franklin and I work with him. And I realized ysturday just how amazing he is. It was just weird for me thinking about having a boyfriend that goes to a different school and its rough. For like the first week i would be at school and just think ok i have to find my boyfriend...wait, just kidding hes not here. And I would get sad and upset when I saw other couples cause I coulndt be like them but its ok. We talk on the phone almost everyday, sometimes we get to work together but not really then we see each other on the weekends usually.
He's so different from anyone boy I've ever been with, well, kinda. I don't know if its the whole hes over a year younger than me or what but he is just amazing. As most of you know I was coming out of a real rough time with Nate, who more or less ripped my heart out everyday I saw him and threw it on the ground and jumped on it a few times, so i was kinda a little emotionally bruised, to say the least. But Ethan, hes a breath of fresh air. He's opened my eyes again to what it feels like to be in a good, functional relationship and how it feels to be loved. He makes me feel liek I matter. I've never laughed so hard with a guy until I was with him or done stupid things. He makes me so happy. I had a tough year in boy world last year and he makinig me forget all my heartahce. He is truly amazing.
Wow, i could probably go on and on about him but we'll move on.
I TURN 18 IN 6 DAYS!!!! I GOT TO FLORIDA IN 27 DAYS!!!! IM SO PUMPED!
Oh, I got a part in the musical. We're doing the Sound of Music and I'm Sister Berthe, its not a big part but ive never had a part before and I have a solo and what not. I did get a call back for Maria which was a total surprise. So I'm really excited about that
Have I ever mentioned how fast this year is going by? Its already half over and its WEIRD! They are already doing announcemnts about Prom songs and its scary.
I probably forgot a lot of things but this became really long. Maybe I'll update sooner then I did last time. Enjoy :)