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Click to viewwell. this video sums up how i feel about the whole situation.
(also how i feel in general about me and every guy ever. and i'm not just saying that for dramatic effect.)
weird to be playing this song on repeat at the beginning of a relationship, i know. there is just no way this is a lasting thing. it doesn't even matter who he is to a certain extent. i'm just not a settle-down type. i've never been involved in something romantic that i thought would last forever. the idea of forever is just ridiculous to me.
i am a self-fulfilling prophecy.
but to be clear, the fact that it wont last really doesn't dissuade me. i have watched eternal sunshine one too many times, and my venus is in aquarius. all about the experience baby.