Wow havent updated in so long
Do you ever feel alone? Do you ever feel like you have no one to talk to? Well that’s kind of how I feel right now. I am just stressing out so much over everything that is going on in my life right now and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it.
School is one of my major stresses right now; it is definitely way different from high school. I have just been keeping everything bottled up inside and the other day I just broke down. Most of my good friends have gone away to college and my other good friend leaves for the army Tuesday. Its like I have no one to talk to, and even if I do I don’t even know where to start.
Lately I have been wishing I would have gone to MSU like most of my other friends. I feel like since they have left that we have lost friendship in a way. I barely talk to any of them because were all so busy and it just makes me sad. It’s hard from going to talking to your best friend everyday about everything to talking to her like once every couple weeks usually through myspace or facebook.
I go to court on Tuesday for my ticket and I have to miss my honors class for it. It really sucks because that’s the class I am having the most difficulty with. I wish I didn’t have to go. My classes aren’t all that bad right now. I am taking economic, business management, honors, and English. There is a lot of work though and I am having a tough time. I procrastinate way too much and it’s turning into a really bad thing.
On the bright side I have met a couple people at school. I have met a few people in each class so that helps. I only go to school three days a week so that’s good. I also work three days a week too. So by the end of the week I am just so exhausted. I just hope things start to get better in my life. I don’t know why I am writing this entry, I guess just a way to let a little bit of my feelings out. I doubt anyone will actually read that, well maybe the few people that still go on here.
Well I don’t have much else to say. One last thing I want to say is good luck to Katie. I hope you do well in the army and I am going to really miss you!
School is one of my major stresses right now; it is definitely way different from high school. I have just been keeping everything bottled up inside and the other day I just broke down. Most of my good friends have gone away to college and my other good friend leaves for the army Tuesday. Its like I have no one to talk to, and even if I do I don’t even know where to start.
Lately I have been wishing I would have gone to MSU like most of my other friends. I feel like since they have left that we have lost friendship in a way. I barely talk to any of them because were all so busy and it just makes me sad. It’s hard from going to talking to your best friend everyday about everything to talking to her like once every couple weeks usually through myspace or facebook.
I go to court on Tuesday for my ticket and I have to miss my honors class for it. It really sucks because that’s the class I am having the most difficulty with. I wish I didn’t have to go. My classes aren’t all that bad right now. I am taking economic, business management, honors, and English. There is a lot of work though and I am having a tough time. I procrastinate way too much and it’s turning into a really bad thing.
On the bright side I have met a couple people at school. I have met a few people in each class so that helps. I only go to school three days a week so that’s good. I also work three days a week too. So by the end of the week I am just so exhausted. I just hope things start to get better in my life. I don’t know why I am writing this entry, I guess just a way to let a little bit of my feelings out. I doubt anyone will actually read that, well maybe the few people that still go on here.
Well I don’t have much else to say. One last thing I want to say is good luck to Katie. I hope you do well in the army and I am going to really miss you!