Plan of Action
I'm getting surer and surer that midwifery is not the thing for me. my heart really isnt into it and im not interested in it for the commitment and sacrifice it needs and stress it will give, its so strict and the subject is just too important for me to only vaguely want to do it, its not fair on the women or on me.
So what i think i am going to do is to talk to the student advicey people on monday and arrange a meeting with my personal tutor. i want to look into transferring to the art foundation course here for the rest of this year if they'll have me, and then doing a 2 year course- which could possibly lead onto a 3 year one and a degree in design crafts here. i always hated psych and bio and a level and loved textiles- why didnt i just do it in the first place?! im such a dumbass!!! anyway ill possibly need to apply through ucas or that other way cant remember the name of, but yeah. massive change and risk and challenge ahead of me if i decide to go through with this. i need to persuade them to let me do design crafts and that i wont just drop out again. but everyone deserves a second chance right?
So what i think i am going to do is to talk to the student advicey people on monday and arrange a meeting with my personal tutor. i want to look into transferring to the art foundation course here for the rest of this year if they'll have me, and then doing a 2 year course- which could possibly lead onto a 3 year one and a degree in design crafts here. i always hated psych and bio and a level and loved textiles- why didnt i just do it in the first place?! im such a dumbass!!! anyway ill possibly need to apply through ucas or that other way cant remember the name of, but yeah. massive change and risk and challenge ahead of me if i decide to go through with this. i need to persuade them to let me do design crafts and that i wont just drop out again. but everyone deserves a second chance right?