Dec 31, 2006 18:55
Things are ok, over all. I'm kinda sad, but that's to be expected... I had these delusions of grandeur the past coupla weeks, dreams that someday things would be like they once were and I would be ok again... That somehow reforging a rusty connection might stop my life from it's downward spiral. And there was one night last week... That everything was perfect. That I believed it might work again. I think that's one of the reasons the breakdown was so hard... But only one of the reasons.
I have exciting news for Cait, but I want to tell her first, so I won't post it on here until she calls me back. It's hilariously wondrous.
Tonight Amy and I are gonna hang at the apartment I'm house sitting, make margaritas, eat pizza, and watch movies and x-files. Anyone who wishes to attend is welcome, but it'll be pretty low key as we both have to work tomorrow. But, at least I get to bring in the new year with one of the two people I've always been able to trust, and probably always will be able to. That'll be good.
Y'all have a good and safe new year. If I find out you drove intoxicated, I will track you down and beat you to a pulp. That is all.
Love,
Kat