Dec 22, 2006 07:09
Passed everything. By the grace of a god I don't believe in.
I'm not calling you anymore. Except Cait. And Leigh, 'cause it's my turn. And probably my Amy Wooley. And... Well, anyone who puts forth occasional effort. But I"m not busting my ass for you anymore. I'm gonna try to get to a point that I"m ok with not being as close to you as I once was. I don't think I will. Because close was good. And this mostly sucks. But I can't do it on my own. And I wouldn't if I could.
Too much is happening. Too much is going right when it shouldn't have. Too many good decisions are turning out bad.
But, all in all, I'm doing alright. And I am better for having been here.
Love,
Kat
(this is the sound of settling)
"And so it seems that you've grown up and over me, these silly things I like to dwell on."