lesson learned
I realize love can't be made so fast and especially over long-distance wise. I allowed myself to get too deep, too fast into someone and I'm taking it slow now. We have some things in common but I keep thinking I'm not good enough or he could do better and blah blah blah, shut up! It's obvious, I can't get caught up in a person I haven't even met in life as of it. Not even sure what he'll think of me in person. He does live a different life then me and is on a different level, so I'll leave it just at that. I'm still immature when it comes to the 'gay world' and I am learning at my own pace. Ugh, this is all so hard and especially when I'm trying to get my own life together. Well that's it. Going to bed and gonna start packing more things tomorrow.