reflections
September 27th...Noah is 11 months old today...almost a year! And what a year it has been. Different people have come and gone in my life, and they have all left "footprints," so to speak, on my memory. Some had already been in my life, others have just begun to be part of my life...
Let's start with Seth, the love of my life. Sunday will make two years and eight months...we have begun to think of what we want to do with our wedding (July 19, 2008 is the date!), including what we would like to wear, who will be part of the wedding party, the colors, the cake, who the bartender will most likely be, and we have even discussed a possible honeymoon spot. Just thinking of getting married puts a smile on my face. I cannot wait to be his wife...our relationship has grown and flourished, not saying that we don't have our tiffs - all couples disagree on something, but at this point in time, there is no place I would rather be...
Next would be my dearest Samantha. As I have said before, she is (and always will be) my heterolife partner, my soul mate, and my best friend. She and her husband, my cousin, just moved into a beautiful apartment. I just wish it was in a better location. Noah, her son and my godson, is now walking and starting to talk...it is absolutely adorable! I wish I could be there for every moment. I, personally, am not ready for kids, but I love Noah with all my heart and soul. He is the perfect combination of Samantha and Jacob; a very Irish/English looking child with milk chocolate eyes. I am thankful to have them in my life, for without Samantha, I would probably would have never learned to love another person with all that I have...she taught me how to love...I know this sounds "gay," but it is not meant to be...I am just trying to express how close I am to her and how I feel about our friendship...
Of course, this is where Jenn fits in...my Jenni-Jenn-Jenn...god, I miss her! She will never admit it, but she is an extremely strong person. She has gotten so much crap for the path she has chosen to take, and still drives on..I love her for this. I love the fact that she is different and does not give a fuck...We have shared so many laughs and have so many more inside jokes...high school would not have been the same without her and her wittiness...I would not be here without her...she saved my life once; I did not see it then, but I see it now. Thank you...
Jody and Aaron are great, as well. I am so happy that Jody is with a man that is worthy of her and treats her the way a woman should be treated. And they are "engaged" to be engaged, you could say. They plan to get married in 2008, but Jody promised that we could get married first...they are also planning to have kid(s), which is great.....I hope they have a girl :o)
Speaking of babies, Laci is looking great. She is due soon and I cannot wait to see her baby girl. I miss working with Laci, partly because it was nice to work with someone my age that was into some of the same stuff...I would love to party with her someday...
I also hope to party with Amanda Hugg before she leaves, if she decides to leave Maine. She got ripped off by some dipshit at Wal-mart, so I miss working with her too. But, I plan to party with her sometime soon....yeah, I like to party...
Speaking of which, Katie is finally doing whats she's wanted to with her life - work with music. I am happy for her...
Then there is Brad - soon to be our new roommate! He is hilarious...a great guy to hang out with. His birthday is next month, and we are planning to get him totally wasted (not that is anything out of the ordinary)...plus, maybe with him here, he will work on my mustang...he happens to be very very good with vehicles. Now if we could just find him a girl for him to be very good with...lol*
This leaves the "boys" in my life - Scott, Drew, Jarrod, the wal-mart crew...life would be so different had I not met any of you and dealt with your harassments! Just playing...They are a funny bunch. But now, one is in Nashua, another in Castine, and the other in Philly...I hope the best for all of you...good luck in life and in love...
I know that no one is going to read this...I don't care. This is just me reflecting on my life and those whom I have encountered during it. I have left out some, but for reasons for me to know. Maybe they will be mentioned in another entry someday...
Let's start with Seth, the love of my life. Sunday will make two years and eight months...we have begun to think of what we want to do with our wedding (July 19, 2008 is the date!), including what we would like to wear, who will be part of the wedding party, the colors, the cake, who the bartender will most likely be, and we have even discussed a possible honeymoon spot. Just thinking of getting married puts a smile on my face. I cannot wait to be his wife...our relationship has grown and flourished, not saying that we don't have our tiffs - all couples disagree on something, but at this point in time, there is no place I would rather be...
Next would be my dearest Samantha. As I have said before, she is (and always will be) my heterolife partner, my soul mate, and my best friend. She and her husband, my cousin, just moved into a beautiful apartment. I just wish it was in a better location. Noah, her son and my godson, is now walking and starting to talk...it is absolutely adorable! I wish I could be there for every moment. I, personally, am not ready for kids, but I love Noah with all my heart and soul. He is the perfect combination of Samantha and Jacob; a very Irish/English looking child with milk chocolate eyes. I am thankful to have them in my life, for without Samantha, I would probably would have never learned to love another person with all that I have...she taught me how to love...I know this sounds "gay," but it is not meant to be...I am just trying to express how close I am to her and how I feel about our friendship...
Of course, this is where Jenn fits in...my Jenni-Jenn-Jenn...god, I miss her! She will never admit it, but she is an extremely strong person. She has gotten so much crap for the path she has chosen to take, and still drives on..I love her for this. I love the fact that she is different and does not give a fuck...We have shared so many laughs and have so many more inside jokes...high school would not have been the same without her and her wittiness...I would not be here without her...she saved my life once; I did not see it then, but I see it now. Thank you...
Jody and Aaron are great, as well. I am so happy that Jody is with a man that is worthy of her and treats her the way a woman should be treated. And they are "engaged" to be engaged, you could say. They plan to get married in 2008, but Jody promised that we could get married first...they are also planning to have kid(s), which is great.....I hope they have a girl :o)
Speaking of babies, Laci is looking great. She is due soon and I cannot wait to see her baby girl. I miss working with Laci, partly because it was nice to work with someone my age that was into some of the same stuff...I would love to party with her someday...
I also hope to party with Amanda Hugg before she leaves, if she decides to leave Maine. She got ripped off by some dipshit at Wal-mart, so I miss working with her too. But, I plan to party with her sometime soon....yeah, I like to party...
Speaking of which, Katie is finally doing whats she's wanted to with her life - work with music. I am happy for her...
Then there is Brad - soon to be our new roommate! He is hilarious...a great guy to hang out with. His birthday is next month, and we are planning to get him totally wasted (not that is anything out of the ordinary)...plus, maybe with him here, he will work on my mustang...he happens to be very very good with vehicles. Now if we could just find him a girl for him to be very good with...lol*
This leaves the "boys" in my life - Scott, Drew, Jarrod, the wal-mart crew...life would be so different had I not met any of you and dealt with your harassments! Just playing...They are a funny bunch. But now, one is in Nashua, another in Castine, and the other in Philly...I hope the best for all of you...good luck in life and in love...
I know that no one is going to read this...I don't care. This is just me reflecting on my life and those whom I have encountered during it. I have left out some, but for reasons for me to know. Maybe they will be mentioned in another entry someday...