I give up..

[katijalove]

I really do. I find something really great happening to me and then there is something that comes and ruins it all. I was so happy yesterday and then I get a phone call from Aaron's mom. Aaron is the guy who was killed in a car accident. She wants me to go somewhere in Aaron's place, on the day of the Kids' Choice Awards. I can't do both, I need to be there for Drake. I promised I would go, and then there is Aaron. I was just a last resort though, so it doesn't matter. She said, that she really wants Aaron's cousin to do it, so I'm off the hook I guess..we'll find out soon enough though.

But I still can't help but feel guilty..maybe the feeling will pass.