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The end of the year is such a rollercoaster.
When I'm with him, it's best.
When I'm not, it's bust.
I know it seems awkward... I don't know how to explain that it couldn't be more comfortable.
I don't mean to gush, so I won't.
This is hard.
I might gush a little.
He's perfectly perfect. He's so perfect that it doesn't even matter if he can dance or not.
Stuff happens in other places. And no one seems to care that there's no time for any of it. Things that I should be thankful for I feel guilty about. People that should talk to me, shut me out. Old "wounds" and people are bringing me down. I guess I just can't "get over it" when it's someone's thoughts that don't change. And I know why all of this is happening. Because When I'm in control, life is boring... and Balance always has to take over.
When I'm with him, it's best.
When I'm not, it's bust.
I know it seems awkward... I don't know how to explain that it couldn't be more comfortable.
I don't mean to gush, so I won't.
This is hard.
I might gush a little.
He's perfectly perfect. He's so perfect that it doesn't even matter if he can dance or not.
Stuff happens in other places. And no one seems to care that there's no time for any of it. Things that I should be thankful for I feel guilty about. People that should talk to me, shut me out. Old "wounds" and people are bringing me down. I guess I just can't "get over it" when it's someone's thoughts that don't change. And I know why all of this is happening. Because When I'm in control, life is boring... and Balance always has to take over.