Define "Normal"
When I step back, I think it's amazing how a belief can get started. This began with a look. One small glance that lasted about 2 seconds. And from that point on all kinds of ideas come dancing around my mind. Well, I'm grinning now. And I have been all afternoon. I've got thoughts in my head that no one else can hear, and they're amazing!
I want to share, I have somewhat. But the thoughts are so irregular that they're immediatly dismissed. "I don't see you..." or "Hah! That's a funny one." The truth is, it seems pretty 'right' to me. It's out of the ordinary. But if I were in the ordinary, wouldn't I have already proved it? I've been ambiguous (yes, That IS a Muncie Vocab word, shuddup) for a long time, so long that I think everyone expects me to be normal. I've never met anyone interesting that stayed normal for long. And these thoughts are DEFINITELY NOT about anything normal.
I don't know where they're headed. They need reinforcements and I've sent out for it. But I don't know that reinforcements are coming. But I don't know... it's possible. Tremendously possible.
I'm happy. =)
I want to share, I have somewhat. But the thoughts are so irregular that they're immediatly dismissed. "I don't see you..." or "Hah! That's a funny one." The truth is, it seems pretty 'right' to me. It's out of the ordinary. But if I were in the ordinary, wouldn't I have already proved it? I've been ambiguous (yes, That IS a Muncie Vocab word, shuddup) for a long time, so long that I think everyone expects me to be normal. I've never met anyone interesting that stayed normal for long. And these thoughts are DEFINITELY NOT about anything normal.
I don't know where they're headed. They need reinforcements and I've sent out for it. But I don't know that reinforcements are coming. But I don't know... it's possible. Tremendously possible.
I'm happy. =)