A poem I just finished writing..
I remember where I was when we broke-up.
I remember the tears I cried.
I remember the comfort my mommy gave me.
I remember asking why---over and over again.
The day and time of the sad, sad event.
I remember because I loved him.
I remember feeling like shit.
I remember wanting to die.
But, mommy was there through it all.
I remember the taste of his lips---
The smile he made when I'd spend money on him.
I remember sleep-overs and even our 'first-time'.
I remember how he use to hold me and make me feel protected.
I remember every freckle, mole, and birthmark on that boy's body.
I remember feeling lucky each day of the 1 year and 8 months.
I remember wearing his boxers!
I remember borrowing A-Shirts!
I remember "speeches" and painting his toenails.
I remember the "I love you's".
I remember our showers.
I remember KFC and Bangkok!
I remember Closet Time, Swing Time, and Bed Time---So many other times!
I remember getting wet with the water hose in your backyard.
I remember him teaching me how to skid across the water at the park.
I remember him comforting me when Daisy died. RIP.. *Cries*
I remember fast food and orange and pink skies at Burger King.
WOW! Lot's of memories---Though not enough to get him to come back.
God! I miss him! I always will and he know that he'll always have a place in my heart, body, mind, and soul.
I love you, Spike.
Nov. 23, 2004.
I remember the tears I cried.
I remember the comfort my mommy gave me.
I remember asking why---over and over again.
The day and time of the sad, sad event.
I remember because I loved him.
I remember feeling like shit.
I remember wanting to die.
But, mommy was there through it all.
I remember the taste of his lips---
The smile he made when I'd spend money on him.
I remember sleep-overs and even our 'first-time'.
I remember how he use to hold me and make me feel protected.
I remember every freckle, mole, and birthmark on that boy's body.
I remember feeling lucky each day of the 1 year and 8 months.
I remember wearing his boxers!
I remember borrowing A-Shirts!
I remember "speeches" and painting his toenails.
I remember the "I love you's".
I remember our showers.
I remember KFC and Bangkok!
I remember Closet Time, Swing Time, and Bed Time---So many other times!
I remember getting wet with the water hose in your backyard.
I remember him teaching me how to skid across the water at the park.
I remember him comforting me when Daisy died. RIP.. *Cries*
I remember fast food and orange and pink skies at Burger King.
WOW! Lot's of memories---Though not enough to get him to come back.
God! I miss him! I always will and he know that he'll always have a place in my heart, body, mind, and soul.
I love you, Spike.
Nov. 23, 2004.