just some things on my mind
*I need to go outside. NOW
*I think it would've been a wise decision for me to move out this summer. Reason? The mom. She's now charging me $10 a day to use my own car and giving strict curfews. Absolutely ridiculous. I don't even know why she's so hard on me. I don't smoke, drink, do drugs, sleep around, etc. I'm not the one she has to worry about, anyways. Two more months..just two more months.
*I missed the first college group, and I was really looking forward to it. Crap.
*Lately, I've felt the need to apply for more scholarships. Even though I might be wasting a lot of my time with it, I've had good results in the past. I need every cent I can scoop up.
*I keep asking myself, "Was ending that the right thing to do?" Not even that, but how I did. I had to stop giving him false hope though; it wasn't fair.
*I wish I could go up north this weekend, but I have to work. I don't mind babysitting, as long as I don't have to be cooped up in the house all day. Kaleigh's grad party is Saturday, and I am going to try and take the kids with me. Could be a fun little adventure for them.
*Working tonight from 5-midnight. Who really wants to throw waterballons in a sling shot that time of day? Oh yeah- Jeanelle asked me to do a birthday party next week. I haven't done one in sooooo long, so I'm a bit nervous.
*Allie, Ash, and I supposedly going rollerblading. I don't know how far I will make it...a mile pretty much kills my back.
*The SEMP cd is good. I mean, real good.