why am i still upset
Ok. I miss my ex. Its only been a few days but everything is so sad without him. I mean, i dont think about him while im having fun or anything, but when im alone i just miss him. the song" right thurr" reminds me of him so much, and it came on today. So i cried. Like a little girl. everything is so sad, but he treated me like crap, so...I mean, what am i supposed to do? Go back with him? Or stay like this and make myself feel good?....Its so confusing. Even though he says he wants me back, he still doesnt even act nice NOW. You would think that since he wants me back,he'd try to be nice about it. I mean, are people actually that stupid? But now nothings going right, because i like someone else. Well, ive bEEN liking this person for like 7 months now. Way too wierd. I have a chance with himtoo. I dont know who to pick, but i think i have an idea. Probably the one who treats me better, and makes me feel like a queen. ( because i AM a queen).
Anyways, something a little happier to talk about!! Matt and nicki came and picked me up in his car around 3! We didnt know what to do since its super cold out, and my parents were home so we couldnt hang out there, so we just went to everyones house we knew and said hey! Some were studying, but the ones that wern't got in the car with us and we just kept packing up!.Which was totally crazy because we had 8 people in the car, with only 5 seats!People were all over my lap, and hanging out the window, even though its like -10000 outside! We went through the drive thru at macdonalds, and got really strange looks from the people there. It was a blast. Im soo happy i met matt this year!! We use to just walk by each other in the halls. Its great now though. His friends are awesome and make me totally laugh:)
i love you new kids!!
Anyways, something a little happier to talk about!! Matt and nicki came and picked me up in his car around 3! We didnt know what to do since its super cold out, and my parents were home so we couldnt hang out there, so we just went to everyones house we knew and said hey! Some were studying, but the ones that wern't got in the car with us and we just kept packing up!.Which was totally crazy because we had 8 people in the car, with only 5 seats!People were all over my lap, and hanging out the window, even though its like -10000 outside! We went through the drive thru at macdonalds, and got really strange looks from the people there. It was a blast. Im soo happy i met matt this year!! We use to just walk by each other in the halls. Its great now though. His friends are awesome and make me totally laugh:)
i love you new kids!!