Naptime
I just took the weirdest nap ever.
I had my mp3's playing pretty loud when I laid down to think. I was listening to the Christian section of my mp3s and thinking/praying a bit, looking for some peace and some direction. Then it moved into some rock music and my mind was racing through nothing and everything. I wasn't holding any conscious thought process, if you asked what I was thinking about I couldn't tell you, but there was no peace in it because it was like running through a lot of raw nerves one after another. Then I burst into tears. I cried for about 5 seconds, I think about three tears came out of each eye and then it passed as quickly as it had come. This was exceptionally strange because it wasn't slow sad tears being calmly shed, it was full fledged outburst emotional pain crying, and then it was gone.
Sometime after that I fell asleep and slept through a lot of very loud music for about 45 minutes. I know I dreamed, strange dreams too, but I only remember bits and pieces. I woke up groggy and feeling like my head was still stuck in dreams. I still haven't quite shaken that feeling of heady disassociation with reality...
*sigh* What happened to peaceful late afternoon naps?
I had my mp3's playing pretty loud when I laid down to think. I was listening to the Christian section of my mp3s and thinking/praying a bit, looking for some peace and some direction. Then it moved into some rock music and my mind was racing through nothing and everything. I wasn't holding any conscious thought process, if you asked what I was thinking about I couldn't tell you, but there was no peace in it because it was like running through a lot of raw nerves one after another. Then I burst into tears. I cried for about 5 seconds, I think about three tears came out of each eye and then it passed as quickly as it had come. This was exceptionally strange because it wasn't slow sad tears being calmly shed, it was full fledged outburst emotional pain crying, and then it was gone.
Sometime after that I fell asleep and slept through a lot of very loud music for about 45 minutes. I know I dreamed, strange dreams too, but I only remember bits and pieces. I woke up groggy and feeling like my head was still stuck in dreams. I still haven't quite shaken that feeling of heady disassociation with reality...
*sigh* What happened to peaceful late afternoon naps?