One thing can do oh...so much damage
I screwed up BIG TIME this weekend.
To start off, Last week sucked...
I was in a bad mood the entire time,
and I was therefore CRABBY.
I've been getting more social,
and I have been going to more Parties!
I must admit too,
I HAVE HAVINGN SO MUCH FUN WITH IT!!!
It's weird how comfortable I get there.
Friday...screwed up up my fun time!
The police showed up!
I was a very unlucky person in the fact
I went up the stairs, while (Unknown to me)
the rest of the underagers were getting out the window.
I blew a .o7, and have court on Friday.
Now .o7 is not all that bad...but I got caught.
and now I can loose my job.
I had a complete break down around 1am...
for almost 2 hours.
I called Dan (another RA at the party), he told me to sleep
HELL I couldn't even breath!
Kory(another RA at the party) then stayed up with me until 3...
when i finally calmed down.
I told my boss last night,
and He told me everything I was fearing
and already knew.
He wants me to tell my parents.
maybe my dad,
but mom would just make matter much worse!
Plus she'd make me feel shittier that i already do!
So now its just a matter of waiting.
I'm so scared though,
and everyone keeps asking if I'm ok...
every time that happens, i want to cry more!
It pisses me off though 'cuz of all the RA's
I'm the only one who got caught,
but my RD knows I wasn't the only one there,
but yet I could still potentially loose my job.
Whatever...I'll just wait until next week.
To figure out everything...oh dammit!
I'm gonna be so broke after this ticket!
It's cute though 'cuz Dan and Kory keep checking up on me 'cuz they're the only two who saw me in my hysterical state...it's kind of nice to know that those two are here for me, very comforting!
On the bright side...oh well I can't think of anything right now, but hopefully something will come!
To start off, Last week sucked...
I was in a bad mood the entire time,
and I was therefore CRABBY.
I've been getting more social,
and I have been going to more Parties!
I must admit too,
I HAVE HAVINGN SO MUCH FUN WITH IT!!!
It's weird how comfortable I get there.
Friday...screwed up up my fun time!
The police showed up!
I was a very unlucky person in the fact
I went up the stairs, while (Unknown to me)
the rest of the underagers were getting out the window.
I blew a .o7, and have court on Friday.
Now .o7 is not all that bad...but I got caught.
and now I can loose my job.
I had a complete break down around 1am...
for almost 2 hours.
I called Dan (another RA at the party), he told me to sleep
HELL I couldn't even breath!
Kory(another RA at the party) then stayed up with me until 3...
when i finally calmed down.
I told my boss last night,
and He told me everything I was fearing
and already knew.
He wants me to tell my parents.
maybe my dad,
but mom would just make matter much worse!
Plus she'd make me feel shittier that i already do!
So now its just a matter of waiting.
I'm so scared though,
and everyone keeps asking if I'm ok...
every time that happens, i want to cry more!
It pisses me off though 'cuz of all the RA's
I'm the only one who got caught,
but my RD knows I wasn't the only one there,
but yet I could still potentially loose my job.
Whatever...I'll just wait until next week.
To figure out everything...oh dammit!
I'm gonna be so broke after this ticket!
It's cute though 'cuz Dan and Kory keep checking up on me 'cuz they're the only two who saw me in my hysterical state...it's kind of nice to know that those two are here for me, very comforting!
On the bright side...oh well I can't think of anything right now, but hopefully something will come!