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What am I suppose to do?? What can I do to make things work? I dont understand why we cant be together!! Yea it would be hard right now with the distance situation at the time BUT that aside it still wouldnt happen and I dont know why! A better question why do I continue to do this to myself 6 fucking years later?? I dont get it!! No matter what, I always end up wishing things will work out between us and he can be mine forever! I dont have or see any reason for us not being together! He doesnt give any reason! What the hell am I suppose to do?? And he talks like one day we will be together again and I know that its just him saying shit! Its not going to happen and he probably never plans on it! But WHY?!?!? What is it that makes him not want to be with me again? Nothing bad happend before and Ive not done anything wrong! What the hell is the problem!?!?!? He can spend THREE years with her and not be able to be with me??? UGH!!!!!!!! My heart keeps breaking into a million pieces over and over and I cant keep taking this but I cant make it stop!!