May 31, 2007 15:18
Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
9:25a
Now I understand true sadness.
My hap took his last breath last night around 12:30 when we heard we promptly headed to my nans where my 2 uncles one aunt dad mom and two siters sat around the big oak table and cried and shared memories and laughed a lot. What a great way to deal with death. These next few days will be hard. but I hope that I can get through them
A few things that got laughs last night were hapisms like "add coke for colour" and "i only drink on two occasions when im in company and when im by myself".
Last night my nanny told me that me and hap had a special relationship and when he saw me and couldn;t joke with me his heart broke and so did mine. My nanny wants em to write something to say at the funeral. I have to figure that out.
I still think about him everyday. Today he is all I can think about.
Love you always Hap.