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I love getting my hair cut! It always feels like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders, or in this case, my head. But my sister cut off more than I wanted her to. Oh well, it will grow.
I've decided I'm really bad at enjoying myself. I'm too uptight and I worry about things way too much, most of which aren't important. I so desperately want to change that about myself, but it might not be so easy since people don't think I'm a happy person. The more people mention it, the more self-conscious I get of my actions and words, and then I just look even more unhappy because I get really quiet. I hate people that say things to me like that, because they don't realize how upset it makes me. They don't know anything about me if that's what they think, because they would know that I'm really just a shy person in most situations. I just wish that they would see that instead of seeing some miserable person.