slowly healing...
i'm taking my space from kris, slowly getting better. we talked for a little bit the past couple nights...and i do miss him, just i'm not ready to actually see him yet. i think i blew a lot out of proportion, but i tend to do that when i'm raging, and i just want to say a big thanks to kelly, anna, rhiannon, laura and laura for helping to keep me calm this weekend and make me laugh. i think in a while, i might be ready to move on and see if things can change. if they can't, i'm ready to accept that i can't change everyone and everything. i'm not superwoman.
in other news, anatomy sucks my non-existant...yeah.
rest in peace john...i can't believe it's been five years...and creepily enough, in about 20 minutes it'll be exactly five years ago that i found out...
in other news, anatomy sucks my non-existant...yeah.
rest in peace john...i can't believe it's been five years...and creepily enough, in about 20 minutes it'll be exactly five years ago that i found out...