Katie's most memorable Spring Break yet
And it's only Wednesday....
First off, I just found out I didnt get the Camp Counselor position...that really hurts right now. I just wanna cry, but I'm so sick of crying. That's all I've been doing lately. I hate it when you're so confident and so sure about something and it didn't work out.
My letter telling if I am a RA next year is in my school mailbox and it's driving me nuts because I won't be back until Sunday. I was so sure that I wasn't going to get that, but I will be happy if I did. How ironic would that be if I got the RA position that I wasn't that confident about and not the Camp job because I was so sure about that.
Plus of course the never fucking ending family drama. My parents aren't talking and right now I don't care. I told them both yesterday and today that I dont care anymore and don't want to hear or talk about it again. My dad is dating someone who hates my mom and vice versa. She threatened to kick my mom's ass the other day when she was drunk and I fear that she is using my dad because he does make a lot of money and spend it in tips. I don't know, I'm also scared of losing my dad. He told me that would never happen, but it's still in the back of my mind. Everyone thinks I'm worried over nothing and they may be right. I have mixed emotions on it. There's just so much going on with that. I want to give her a chance, but I fear for my dad getting hurt.
She's coming over tomorrow before my dad gets home from work before their "date" so it'll be me and her for an hour. Like I said I want to give her a chance and I will be nice to her, but at the same time I want to tell her how I really feel. My counselor says I need to be honest with myself and other people and I have so far. BLAH!!!!!!!!
My sissy's birthday is Friday!! YAY for my sissy!!! Plus I'll be with my mom the whole weekend, spending time with her, Ally, Jerry (ally's dad) and not worrying so much. I spent the night at my mom's last night. Let's just say this, I got my feelings out, and I also got a swollen/bruised ankle and a bump on my head from it.
I got it from falling down the stairs. How clumsy. I haven't done that in a long ass time lol. I fell down on the first set of stairs at my sis' house and only slid down on my butt. But at my mom's, my head and upper body went to the left while the rest went right while rolling my ankle on the stairs. I hit my head on the side wall, thought I cracked it open and it scared me so much that I began screaming. It scared the shit outta my mom lol. Even Bono, my mom's cat began meowing like crazy lol.
So, my friends, that is why I have a swollen/bruised ankle, a huge bump on my head and sore neck and shoulders.
In conclusion, as always I'm ready for school and life in Terre Haute. 6 more weeks until Finals. As much as I love my family, I miss my life without the drama in the Haute even though there is always drama there too.
I hate drama.
Katie
First off, I just found out I didnt get the Camp Counselor position...that really hurts right now. I just wanna cry, but I'm so sick of crying. That's all I've been doing lately. I hate it when you're so confident and so sure about something and it didn't work out.
My letter telling if I am a RA next year is in my school mailbox and it's driving me nuts because I won't be back until Sunday. I was so sure that I wasn't going to get that, but I will be happy if I did. How ironic would that be if I got the RA position that I wasn't that confident about and not the Camp job because I was so sure about that.
Plus of course the never fucking ending family drama. My parents aren't talking and right now I don't care. I told them both yesterday and today that I dont care anymore and don't want to hear or talk about it again. My dad is dating someone who hates my mom and vice versa. She threatened to kick my mom's ass the other day when she was drunk and I fear that she is using my dad because he does make a lot of money and spend it in tips. I don't know, I'm also scared of losing my dad. He told me that would never happen, but it's still in the back of my mind. Everyone thinks I'm worried over nothing and they may be right. I have mixed emotions on it. There's just so much going on with that. I want to give her a chance, but I fear for my dad getting hurt.
She's coming over tomorrow before my dad gets home from work before their "date" so it'll be me and her for an hour. Like I said I want to give her a chance and I will be nice to her, but at the same time I want to tell her how I really feel. My counselor says I need to be honest with myself and other people and I have so far. BLAH!!!!!!!!
My sissy's birthday is Friday!! YAY for my sissy!!! Plus I'll be with my mom the whole weekend, spending time with her, Ally, Jerry (ally's dad) and not worrying so much. I spent the night at my mom's last night. Let's just say this, I got my feelings out, and I also got a swollen/bruised ankle and a bump on my head from it.
I got it from falling down the stairs. How clumsy. I haven't done that in a long ass time lol. I fell down on the first set of stairs at my sis' house and only slid down on my butt. But at my mom's, my head and upper body went to the left while the rest went right while rolling my ankle on the stairs. I hit my head on the side wall, thought I cracked it open and it scared me so much that I began screaming. It scared the shit outta my mom lol. Even Bono, my mom's cat began meowing like crazy lol.
So, my friends, that is why I have a swollen/bruised ankle, a huge bump on my head and sore neck and shoulders.
In conclusion, as always I'm ready for school and life in Terre Haute. 6 more weeks until Finals. As much as I love my family, I miss my life without the drama in the Haute even though there is always drama there too.
I hate drama.
Katie