Funny...
I think it's absolutely astounding that one CD can sum up everything you're feeling. The words mirror the things you wish you could say and the heart of the songs represent everything you've been feeling. I'm tired. Burnt out is more like it. I'm tired of thinking. I'm tired of this want. I'm tired of this need. I thought that this was the best choice for me... for us, but all I want is something that I know I shouldn't. But for now all I can say is "I'll never let this go, but I can't find the words to tell you... I don't want to be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you..." Okay... I'm done with the melodramatics. Had to get that off my mind so I can continue to study. I wish that I could just throw myself into school and let everything just be, but I know that will never happen. So for now I study when I can and try not to think about anything the rest of the time.