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i'm feel so lost. and so lonely.
nothing has changed, except me and i hate that. why can't i fight back these feelings? why can't i make it stop?
i'm alone. there is no one who gets it. where did all my friends go?
oh right.... they are all gone.
i left champaign.
my camp friends picked odain over me.
my school friends... well all 2 of them.
i just..... ;aldksfja;sdlfjka;lskfjdas;kfjasld
and omar tries to help kind of but his solution is smoke a blunnnnnt. he doesn't understand that that's part of my problem. it's just.... not working.
i feel so unproductive. like i have no purpose and don't care about my dreams.
i didn't know it was possible but i think i broke my own heart.
nothing has changed, except me and i hate that. why can't i fight back these feelings? why can't i make it stop?
i'm alone. there is no one who gets it. where did all my friends go?
oh right.... they are all gone.
i left champaign.
my camp friends picked odain over me.
my school friends... well all 2 of them.
i just..... ;aldksfja;sdlfjka;lskfjdas;kfjasld
and omar tries to help kind of but his solution is smoke a blunnnnnt. he doesn't understand that that's part of my problem. it's just.... not working.
i feel so unproductive. like i have no purpose and don't care about my dreams.
i didn't know it was possible but i think i broke my own heart.