does he love you?

Jun 07, 2005 22:37

went to see Rilo Kiley last Saturday night.
by far the best show I've seen in awhile. im still psyched about it.
a lot of really different and diverse people. i loved it. stood next to a really dorky/cute guy. handsome face really, with huge black-rimmed glasses. he kept boppin his head to the rhythm of music, in a cute awkward way, but he just did his own thing. didnt care at all. together, we lost all inhibitions. haha, well you know what i mean.
i wanna be a rock star~~~

last night, me, jake, knectle, and jamin went over to carolines for a midnight swimming party. hah it was fun.... we started to watch Animal House afterwards. jake was OBSESSED with seeing some boobs. haha, well what boy isnt? so, Animal House tied in with playing spades. such a guys night, but i didnt mind.
my mom called me in the midst of the card playing and was like "youre not doing anything you shouldnt do, right? are you gonna be able to drive home or are you sleeping over at carolines?" (sigh) i dunno, lately this has been bothering me. well, esp. bc of recent confrontations. i feel labled as some sorta alcohol/drug enthusiast? oh, but thank You so much that You can learn to accept me for the immoral being i am? sorry i disappointed You, im not the perfect girl You wanted. but fuck, its all wrong. availability heuristic for ya. "if instances come readily to mind (perhaps because of their vividness), we presume such events are common." Dont be so damn condescending.

ryan called me today. we havent talked in a long time, since new years. he had just opened his card from our uncle ed. run ryan run!

thats all i got!
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