week from hell
arg this week has just been horrible. period.
i think the starting gunshot went off tuesday night at the lax game. (sigh) but its over and done with, hopefully i think everything got resolved. actually, no. i tried to resolve it while she just said "whatever" or "ummkay". fine, shes taking the Southern approach to resolving conflict: just act like nothing ever happened. my mom does it too. it drives me insane bc i want to confront her and talk things out, and she just doesnt care enough to listen. its hard to hear that she thinks its pointless to work things out, considering we only have a little time left. thats ridiculous to think that she just wants to give up on us. plus, she brought up a lot of things that she still holds against me from last year. that was the part that really got to me, she told me something that just broke my heart. i had no idea she still felt that way.
i know that these last two weeks should be the best ones, APs are over, school is basically pointless, etc etc. but honestly this week has been one of the worst. we had chorus rehearsals everyday until 6:15 which were aggravating as usual. its interesting going from the strict rehearsals Ms. Hynes ran for the musical to Mr. Luptons slack ones. nothing gets done and no one comes. but, the rehearsals and the show are over with. the very last ones of my high school career. am i sad? no, but it was fun while it lasted.
on top of everything, my parents have been giving me hell while at home. i dont want to go into detail, but i think they are just realizing that im going to be leaving for UNC soon and are actin weird about it. nagging about graduation announcements, curfews, drinking, selfishness, etc etc. i havent dealt with the stress from this week in a healthy way, i need to find a better way to deal with it......... nuff said
thats all i can write right now.
katie
i think the starting gunshot went off tuesday night at the lax game. (sigh) but its over and done with, hopefully i think everything got resolved. actually, no. i tried to resolve it while she just said "whatever" or "ummkay". fine, shes taking the Southern approach to resolving conflict: just act like nothing ever happened. my mom does it too. it drives me insane bc i want to confront her and talk things out, and she just doesnt care enough to listen. its hard to hear that she thinks its pointless to work things out, considering we only have a little time left. thats ridiculous to think that she just wants to give up on us. plus, she brought up a lot of things that she still holds against me from last year. that was the part that really got to me, she told me something that just broke my heart. i had no idea she still felt that way.
i know that these last two weeks should be the best ones, APs are over, school is basically pointless, etc etc. but honestly this week has been one of the worst. we had chorus rehearsals everyday until 6:15 which were aggravating as usual. its interesting going from the strict rehearsals Ms. Hynes ran for the musical to Mr. Luptons slack ones. nothing gets done and no one comes. but, the rehearsals and the show are over with. the very last ones of my high school career. am i sad? no, but it was fun while it lasted.
on top of everything, my parents have been giving me hell while at home. i dont want to go into detail, but i think they are just realizing that im going to be leaving for UNC soon and are actin weird about it. nagging about graduation announcements, curfews, drinking, selfishness, etc etc. i havent dealt with the stress from this week in a healthy way, i need to find a better way to deal with it......... nuff said
thats all i can write right now.
katie