you shouldnt read this
amanda said he seemed like the type of person who would do things and not need to tell anyone..
like he would go on vacation, and noone would know..
i also like that he sounds like he smokes about 47 cigarettes a day.
i dont like that he probably really does smoke that many cigarettes.
hes a music man, and its not a crush.
so i was just observing that.
anyway, my birthday was last week.
sorry i didnt have a party.
i didnt really want to do anything.
especially not celebrate my mid-life crisis.
but i felt like it was insisted that i had to do something..
so we went out for sushi
everyone was in a terrible mood
shils bumper fell off
holiday celebrate.
i ate a kiwi, edamame and a sandwich for lunch.
i bought it at super target.
i also bought febreeze, because my parents are basic cigarettes test factories, and i smell like i burn cigarettes for incense.
i gave caroline a kiwi too.
i doubt she remembered to eat it, though.
i should go to the gym, but i'll probably just take some tylenol pm and p8ut about a boy on and fall asleep.
i have the whole saturday off. i can not believe it.
maybe i'll clean my room or go to the gym.
or maybe i'll eat a whole bag of milano cookies and lay in bed reading harry potter.
i dont think 2 bags in one week would be a great idea.
gulttony.
!
i'm not doing very well.
why am i in such a dry spell?
this is terrible.
i wish my ears would heal. i keep praying about it, but they still arent getting better.
its so frusterating.
i should probably call the doctor.
and the dentist.
i should also get contacts.
and put away my laundry.
and talk to car max
or somewhere that will sell me a car.
i have a lot of things i could update, but all i can do is worry about things i am not doing.
fuck this.
i am not staying on this sponge anymore.
like he would go on vacation, and noone would know..
i also like that he sounds like he smokes about 47 cigarettes a day.
i dont like that he probably really does smoke that many cigarettes.
hes a music man, and its not a crush.
so i was just observing that.
anyway, my birthday was last week.
sorry i didnt have a party.
i didnt really want to do anything.
especially not celebrate my mid-life crisis.
but i felt like it was insisted that i had to do something..
so we went out for sushi
everyone was in a terrible mood
shils bumper fell off
holiday celebrate.
i ate a kiwi, edamame and a sandwich for lunch.
i bought it at super target.
i also bought febreeze, because my parents are basic cigarettes test factories, and i smell like i burn cigarettes for incense.
i gave caroline a kiwi too.
i doubt she remembered to eat it, though.
i should go to the gym, but i'll probably just take some tylenol pm and p8ut about a boy on and fall asleep.
i have the whole saturday off. i can not believe it.
maybe i'll clean my room or go to the gym.
or maybe i'll eat a whole bag of milano cookies and lay in bed reading harry potter.
i dont think 2 bags in one week would be a great idea.
gulttony.
!
i'm not doing very well.
why am i in such a dry spell?
this is terrible.
i wish my ears would heal. i keep praying about it, but they still arent getting better.
its so frusterating.
i should probably call the doctor.
and the dentist.
i should also get contacts.
and put away my laundry.
and talk to car max
or somewhere that will sell me a car.
i have a lot of things i could update, but all i can do is worry about things i am not doing.
fuck this.
i am not staying on this sponge anymore.