I am done
I cannot take it any more....you know what the worse part is....I have only been "home" for 5 mins!
I have had it with everything i mean i should be happy i just went out with anne and rebecca and saw michael i even got 2 mins on the phone with kaylin who i have not talked to in over a month and yet guess what i am crying AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so tired of crying myself to sleep every night!
I mean my happy dreams usually end up with me in the hospital because i did not tell my family how sick i was and i end up being there for awhile sometimes over christmas but other times it ends with me dieing from it and those are the best dreams!
I give up i am sorry you guys but i cannot take them any more....i know i know you will all respond saying shit like "talk to them katie they can not fix it if they dont know what is wrong." Well you know what FUCK all of you because i have tried that and it does not work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean sorry to say but none of you have any idea what it is like crying for hours and trying to think of where to go and yet knowing you cant go to a friends because they will ask whats the matter or you will just be in there way and then realizing that you cannot stop crying long enough to find your keys let alone drive!
Sorry guys i did not mean to take this out on you i just feel so trapped and i dont know what to do. Fuck now i cant see the keyboard any more. i got to go.
I am so so so sorry you guys. If you need me call my phone any time i will be here i mean once you have entered hell you are not aloud to leave it
Katie Kat
I have had it with everything i mean i should be happy i just went out with anne and rebecca and saw michael i even got 2 mins on the phone with kaylin who i have not talked to in over a month and yet guess what i am crying AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so tired of crying myself to sleep every night!
I mean my happy dreams usually end up with me in the hospital because i did not tell my family how sick i was and i end up being there for awhile sometimes over christmas but other times it ends with me dieing from it and those are the best dreams!
I give up i am sorry you guys but i cannot take them any more....i know i know you will all respond saying shit like "talk to them katie they can not fix it if they dont know what is wrong." Well you know what FUCK all of you because i have tried that and it does not work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean sorry to say but none of you have any idea what it is like crying for hours and trying to think of where to go and yet knowing you cant go to a friends because they will ask whats the matter or you will just be in there way and then realizing that you cannot stop crying long enough to find your keys let alone drive!
Sorry guys i did not mean to take this out on you i just feel so trapped and i dont know what to do. Fuck now i cant see the keyboard any more. i got to go.
I am so so so sorry you guys. If you need me call my phone any time i will be here i mean once you have entered hell you are not aloud to leave it
Katie Kat