Oh geez, I didn't realize how long it's been sense this happened :/ I'm really sorry I didn't say anything sooner, I'm just really terribly bad when it comes to replying to anything over the internet. Especially with this site, and that's probably because I don't stop to dress up any of my emotions or anything that's bothering me.
Anyway, yes, I was just venting, though I'll probably talk about suicide and things pertaining to it on later dates it's highly unlikely I'd ever do anything like that. I'd be too worried about what would happen afterwards, who would find me, what I'd look like, how everyone would deal with it- there is seriously too many different things happening, it's not even an option. I have to stay miserable with everyone else, though, at the moment I'm just in a super awesome mood, which is great, and is most likely why I've finally gotten back to you about all this. Though I highly doubt you thought you'd be getting such a long response XD Gosh, and I was just planning on being all, "I'm a huge bitch for not getting back to you right away, grovel grovel grovel," but for some reason I'm rambling.
So, I really just wanted to say thank you for commenting when you did. It makes me feel better when I know I'm not just ranting to empty space.
And you're not exactly unfamiliar, I recognize you from FF.net XD
I kinda just exploded on you, I'm sorry, it probably won't happen again anytime in the near future because I'll probably feel awkward about posting all this when I get up tomorrow XD
I'm really sorry I didn't say anything sooner, I'm just really terribly bad when it comes to replying to anything over the internet.
Especially with this site, and that's probably because I don't stop to dress up any of my emotions or anything that's bothering me.
Anyway, yes, I was just venting, though I'll probably talk about suicide and things pertaining to it on later dates it's highly unlikely I'd ever do anything like that. I'd be too worried about what would happen afterwards, who would find me, what I'd look like, how everyone would deal with it- there is seriously too many different things happening, it's not even an option.
I have to stay miserable with everyone else, though, at the moment I'm just in a super awesome mood, which is great, and is most likely why I've finally gotten back to you about all this.
Though I highly doubt you thought you'd be getting such a long response XD
Gosh, and I was just planning on being all, "I'm a huge bitch for not getting back to you right away, grovel grovel grovel," but for some reason I'm rambling.
So, I really just wanted to say thank you for commenting when you did. It makes me feel better when I know I'm not just ranting to empty space.
And you're not exactly unfamiliar, I recognize you from FF.net XD
I kinda just exploded on you, I'm sorry, it probably won't happen again anytime in the near future because I'll probably feel awkward about posting all this when I get up tomorrow XD
Reply
Leave a comment