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I feel like I'm gonna do one of those things again.
When I stop talking to everyone I'm close to and just box myself into a room, entertaining myself with internet, sims, and music.
This is a bad thing.
And then I'll have to go and re-build my relationships all over again. Tell Brittany that no, I don't hate her, I was just going through one of my fits.
McKayla probably wouldn't even notice, I barely talk to her at all anymore.
I suck at this whole "having friends" thing.
I hate everything, it's all gross and stupid and ugly.
We're you aware that everything and almost everyone in America is retarded?
Because that's true.
One reason would be that gay/lesbian/whateverpleasesyou marriage is still illegal in a lot of states. I don't see why so many people think that it's something special for heterosexual people. I don't understand.
Fuck, I'm too tired to even get in to that, I'm pretty sure i'm not making any sense and really, I'm just distracting myself from doing my first big project for my psych. class.
My friend and I got kicked out of class today. We're not exactly sure why, there was no warning, just, "You and you, leave, I'll see you next time."
We spent the remaining hour/half hour/idon'teven know outside the building venting, hypothesizing, and eating jellybeans.
The peach and pear ones are my favorites.
This was our second time getting kicked out, the first time at least made sense, because we hadn't done our rough drafts and we were only peer reviewing that day so she kicked us out, fine. This time though, we were just in a group discussion, and you know, maybe it was because I was listening to my iPod and we both had our phones out but it's not like anyone even has fucking service in that room, and my music wasn't loud at all. We were just starting group discussion, going through the one part in the book she wanted to know .. something about, then she booted us out.
I would just like to know why really, my friend was just like, "well if I go back in there I'll probably hit her," I thought that was a bit much, but whatever.
So, my guess is it was either the phone/iPod combo, that really she could've just told us not to have that shit out, because it's not like she even fucking said anything, or she just doesn't like either of us.
Though, I haven't done anything to make me unlikeable so far. I'm quiet as fuck, I don't talk, I giggle when appropriate and I try to participate somewhat. I haven't been a bitch and I haven't complained once, well not really, I mean, I'll make a face if I'm not happy about something, but she finds that amusing so I doubt that has anything to do with anything.
I've also forgotten the password to my AACC account, which is really fucking awesome. Now I can't get on to ANGEL to get my Psych. homework so I guess I'll have to call someone to help me figure this shit out.
The only reason I have tonights homework is because I had looked through and saved a couple of assignments a few weeks ago.
I hate talking to people, and I have a feeling this'll be dragged out for as long as possible.
Fuck.