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"To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said that I miss you?
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone 10 days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again, whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you."
Hey MTM - I do miss you, so much. It sucks, because I'm not sure how I miss you exactly, but I do, lots and lots. I haven't posted a REAL update in so long, but I think that's because I wouldn't even know what to post. You really are my best friend, and I love you for that. And I love you for telling me the truth - even if it isn't what I want to hear. Soulmates doesn't even cover it - you'll always be in my life in some way, shape, or form. And honestly? I take comfort in that fact. We're getting older and life is constantly changing, and we've stayed close despite all of that. Or maybe because of it. Either way, you always know what to say to me and what I need to hear. Thank you for always encouraging me. Thank you for showing me how I need to be doing exactly what I am doing right now, and for showing me that I can't abandon what means so much to me. I need to do this, I need to go here. I need to be 400 miles away from home right now, dating someone incredibly special and being friends with such amazing people. Massachusetts will always be home for so many reasons. Thank you for showing me and making me understand. Thank you, for being you.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said that I miss you?
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone 10 days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again, whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you."
Hey MTM - I do miss you, so much. It sucks, because I'm not sure how I miss you exactly, but I do, lots and lots. I haven't posted a REAL update in so long, but I think that's because I wouldn't even know what to post. You really are my best friend, and I love you for that. And I love you for telling me the truth - even if it isn't what I want to hear. Soulmates doesn't even cover it - you'll always be in my life in some way, shape, or form. And honestly? I take comfort in that fact. We're getting older and life is constantly changing, and we've stayed close despite all of that. Or maybe because of it. Either way, you always know what to say to me and what I need to hear. Thank you for always encouraging me. Thank you for showing me how I need to be doing exactly what I am doing right now, and for showing me that I can't abandon what means so much to me. I need to do this, I need to go here. I need to be 400 miles away from home right now, dating someone incredibly special and being friends with such amazing people. Massachusetts will always be home for so many reasons. Thank you for showing me and making me understand. Thank you, for being you.