Aug 22, 2005 01:20
Ok well, the boys left today for lansing, and leave early tomorrow for CA, and boot camp. It's not quite real, I don't know if it ever really will be. I know I shouldn't be but I'm so scared for them! It's so hard to see people you love and grew up with leave like this, and know that you can't talk to them no matter how bad you want to. I feel like it shouldn't bother me, as Tony said, "Cody and Adam are not in danger, and bullets can't kill him." I know they'll be ok, they have to be, but it's all i've been thinking about all day. I'm just worried for and about them, even though it's useless I can't help it no matter how many times I tell myself they'll be ok I don't believe it. I guess all I can do is pray, which I am. they'll be ok, they'll be ok, they'll be ok....