Dead
Nothing is going right. I got a speeding ticket while going to pick up Dustin. There goes $150 plus my time to do defensive driving. I can't afford my bills with the job I currently have. I make about $866 a month. My rent is 424, plus my braces being 218.75 that takes up the majority of it. Then gas (because of my job) 250, which than leaves me with less than -20... And I still have to pay for my phone and car insurance which is another 175... I'm not even counting food that I can't afford and don't get me started on "fun" money... I don't have it. I'm in debt over 200 every month and im just praying to god that I will get my loan money in so I don't have to worry about not paying off my credit card... There goes the game lounge... I can't start it this summer with no money... Fuck. Dustin doesn't have a job. And he wants to live with me. Which we can't afford. It costs another 300 to get a single. And his mom will cut him off from everything if he lives with me because she hates me. And I have a bunch of exams coming up. I'm so stressed right now I just want everything to stop so I can curl up into a ball and cry.