I Need Advice
alright here it goes. theres this guy im getting a lil crush on. funny thing is i barely know him! but since i met him i cant stop thinking about him and i keep wondering if he likes me and blah blah blah. i dunno how to read signals very well cuz i usually end up wrong. alright, the guy seemed real interrested in what i had to say and seemed to want me to stay and talk with him (i only left cuz i had to get isabelle from micks) and he seemed very excited when i introduced him to her later. he even did the baby talk to her!!! he said she was very beautiful and before he saw her (he couldnt see the pic on my camera phone very well cuz of the sun) when i said she was a very pretty baby his words were "im sure she is" (and it wasnt in a sacastic voice). plus most guys almost seem to freak out when i tell thm i have a daughter but his reaction was "really? how old is she?" and that she was young bcuz shes only 9 months. also he seemed to smile at me a lot but again i dunno if hes just friendly or what. but i know hes a very nice person.
but another thing...i want to move on but im scared. i really wanna go out and date but i have to watch out for myself and isabelle. i dont wanna get hurt again. the only person ive ever been in love with is mick. and i know i still love him but i dunno if im in love w him much less love him in that way. i want him in isabelles life. also im scared itll hurt him to see me w someone else and for him to see another male figure in isabelles life as well. i have to think about everything. its hard.
but since ive met this person i havent felt the need to call mick as much. i havent felt the need to waste gas on going all the way over there only to set myself up. and yesterday i didnt feel the need to stick around his house when i came to get isabelle. i think by just this guy showing me not everyone whos young will freak out at me being a mommy has showed me there is hope out there and i have a chance at being happy.
but what do i do? how does this guy feel? and what about mick?
but another thing...i want to move on but im scared. i really wanna go out and date but i have to watch out for myself and isabelle. i dont wanna get hurt again. the only person ive ever been in love with is mick. and i know i still love him but i dunno if im in love w him much less love him in that way. i want him in isabelles life. also im scared itll hurt him to see me w someone else and for him to see another male figure in isabelles life as well. i have to think about everything. its hard.
but since ive met this person i havent felt the need to call mick as much. i havent felt the need to waste gas on going all the way over there only to set myself up. and yesterday i didnt feel the need to stick around his house when i came to get isabelle. i think by just this guy showing me not everyone whos young will freak out at me being a mommy has showed me there is hope out there and i have a chance at being happy.
but what do i do? how does this guy feel? and what about mick?