I worry about the weirdest stuff
I just don't know why everything has to change. Why do people really grow up. I mean honestly has anything ever really good come of growing up and becoming an whole other person. I don't see any reason why we should. I am just sad right now. This year has been about growing up for a lot of us and I am not sure I was really ready to face it. I just want the simplicity o childhood back in my life. When people didn't let you down. I just feel like everyone has gone through this massive change but me. I'm still the same but no one really likes that same little girl anymore. I miss feeling comfortable. I worry to much about people and their happiness but it just really hurts me to see other people hurt that I care about so much. There are several friends I am speaking of not just one. I want to help but I can't if no one will let me in. Let me see the people you have become. I just feel like people changed and grew up and I didn't. I can't stop these negative thoughts that keep coming up. I just want it to be like old times. Life is meant to be amazing and I want to be that way.