I'm done...for now
Just got back from my last class. It feels good. I only have two tests a performance and my jury left. And half of my second year of school is over! I will be a junior when I come back from Christmas. Not that it matters but it's crazy just the same.
My Jury is Monday. I am going to be amazing. I am tired of having great rehearsals and average performances. No more of that. I have a feeling this next semester is going to be so important. I am finally feeling like I am a part of this Department. Talked to dr young today. I'm expecting there to be no timid Katie in this Jury. I know I have amazing things ahead of me. My life will be exciting and full. I wonder if people really believe me when I say I am going to move to New York after graduation. I want to push the limits. I don't want to play the sweet little girl my whole life. I want to feel actual emotion when I perform. I've felt it before. This scene from proof is really good for me because I do have emotional connections to the character I'm playing. I want to do something moving. Something controversial. Something that changes emotions. Makes people and myself question their ideas and feel something new. Isn't that why I do this?
I guess I am in a good mood right now. I'm feeling powerful. Loved. I don't have to many of these good entries. But there are more to come. I will work harder this semester. Jan term is a perfect time to push myself. I will actually have the time to find what I am really capable of. I'm a talented girl and I am going to push myself. I'm starting right now.
My Jury is Monday. I am going to be amazing. I am tired of having great rehearsals and average performances. No more of that. I have a feeling this next semester is going to be so important. I am finally feeling like I am a part of this Department. Talked to dr young today. I'm expecting there to be no timid Katie in this Jury. I know I have amazing things ahead of me. My life will be exciting and full. I wonder if people really believe me when I say I am going to move to New York after graduation. I want to push the limits. I don't want to play the sweet little girl my whole life. I want to feel actual emotion when I perform. I've felt it before. This scene from proof is really good for me because I do have emotional connections to the character I'm playing. I want to do something moving. Something controversial. Something that changes emotions. Makes people and myself question their ideas and feel something new. Isn't that why I do this?
I guess I am in a good mood right now. I'm feeling powerful. Loved. I don't have to many of these good entries. But there are more to come. I will work harder this semester. Jan term is a perfect time to push myself. I will actually have the time to find what I am really capable of. I'm a talented girl and I am going to push myself. I'm starting right now.