yeah you've got that somethinnn
theres this half of me, and for some reason maybe more, who wants to surrender from this shell that i have formed over the past 5 years.
im sick of the game.
im sick of playing the fool
im sick of treating people like they are objects/and thus being one in return.
i feel like its so easy for everyone else to just settle and "be" with someone else.
is it wrong that my willingness to settle for just ANYONE is virtually non existant?
im the most independent person i know.
i dont NEED anyone around to be happy.
im not lonely. but i just want someone there. not even for the sex. just there, and mine.
someone that can hold my hand.
i wish i wasnt so damn picky.
im sick of the game.
im sick of playing the fool
im sick of treating people like they are objects/and thus being one in return.
i feel like its so easy for everyone else to just settle and "be" with someone else.
is it wrong that my willingness to settle for just ANYONE is virtually non existant?
im the most independent person i know.
i dont NEED anyone around to be happy.
im not lonely. but i just want someone there. not even for the sex. just there, and mine.
someone that can hold my hand.
i wish i wasnt so damn picky.