observing other people my age interact with their single hard working parents.
makes me.
sad/happy/depressed/awkward/jealous.
if i had the chance to do it all over again.
in a heart beat i would take back EVERY single time i acted like a stupid 16 year old bitch and i would spend every second of it right next to you.
every time i though you embarrassed me in public.
i would give it alll back just to see you do that stupid fucking dance you did when you got happy.
i wouldn't go out
i probably wouldn't have a social life that made you mad because i was never around.
and i wouldnt pick fights with you over stupid things that got you so mad that probably had a great deal to do with why your heart exploded in the first place.
.
if you have a single parent, even if they suck! or they are ill tempered and are the uncoolest of them all.
try and keep in mind that one day they wont be here.
and that when you are around your friends who dont have them, that incessantly complaining about the fact that they "call you too much", when they are just simply checking up on you to see if you are alive or if they can get you something from the store.
it kinda makes you seem like a spoiled teenager.
i understand big fights.
and that they suck.
but complaining about the little things reminds me of what i would do.
and i kick myself everyday for it.
i guess in short.
just be thankful that you have someone whos there.
and dont forget it.
time goes by way too fast.
sad/happy/depressed/awkward/jealous.
if i had the chance to do it all over again.
in a heart beat i would take back EVERY single time i acted like a stupid 16 year old bitch and i would spend every second of it right next to you.
every time i though you embarrassed me in public.
i would give it alll back just to see you do that stupid fucking dance you did when you got happy.
i wouldn't go out
i probably wouldn't have a social life that made you mad because i was never around.
and i wouldnt pick fights with you over stupid things that got you so mad that probably had a great deal to do with why your heart exploded in the first place.
.
if you have a single parent, even if they suck! or they are ill tempered and are the uncoolest of them all.
try and keep in mind that one day they wont be here.
and that when you are around your friends who dont have them, that incessantly complaining about the fact that they "call you too much", when they are just simply checking up on you to see if you are alive or if they can get you something from the store.
it kinda makes you seem like a spoiled teenager.
i understand big fights.
and that they suck.
but complaining about the little things reminds me of what i would do.
and i kick myself everyday for it.
i guess in short.
just be thankful that you have someone whos there.
and dont forget it.
time goes by way too fast.