Blah blah,, poetry, blah

[katieimp]

Pretty sure no one reads my poems on here. Or cares. But, it's good to have them here, for looking back on. Here's a poem, about Ben of course, that I started composing at the concert tonight.
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I’d long since
Given you
Some of my soul
When I kicked you off the cliff
(Away from me)
And watched you fall.

But,
It felt like I was falling
And I was scared

So I turned my back
And walked
Away.

But still
I felt it when you hit
Bottom.

How not?
You had
Still
A piece of my soul.

You have
Still
A piece of my soul.

A piece of me
(belongs to you)

And I miss me
You
Us
Terribly

I was terrified

I was a child
Childish
Selfish

Stupid.

And now alone
(without you)
And incomplete.
So good
At defeating
Myself.

I always
And never
Win.