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Had an evaluation today. Didn't go very well, but I have to go back again thanks to Ona and Jenessa. But I guess I can get through it. They asked me some questions that I haven't thought about and they really irritated me. It kinda got under my skin and it's still there.
I realize that I haven't showed someone that I've been close to, one of my very best friends, how happy I really truly am for her. I feel terrible, and nothing can really make up for previous actions. But I just wanted to let her know how sorry I am for not being a good friend and not being there. I love you. And I am happy that you're happy. You deserve it. You really do.
Right now I'm at Candace's house. We went to Denny's. LOL. We were both in need of a night out for a bit. We're going to go back to my house in a few minutes and we're going to blow up the aero beds and have a girls night. I hope Jenessa stops by too.
Thoughts are racing through my head that I can't stop thinking about. That is so annoying and I hate it. Normally I am pretty good about blocking things out but right now I can't block out anything. Aaagh!!! I want these thoughts to go away! Just leave me alone.
I'm sorry....I am a selfish person.
Thank you to the friends that I have that care about me. I'm sorry I've made things difficult. It will all end sooner or later.
I realize that I haven't showed someone that I've been close to, one of my very best friends, how happy I really truly am for her. I feel terrible, and nothing can really make up for previous actions. But I just wanted to let her know how sorry I am for not being a good friend and not being there. I love you. And I am happy that you're happy. You deserve it. You really do.
Right now I'm at Candace's house. We went to Denny's. LOL. We were both in need of a night out for a bit. We're going to go back to my house in a few minutes and we're going to blow up the aero beds and have a girls night. I hope Jenessa stops by too.
Thoughts are racing through my head that I can't stop thinking about. That is so annoying and I hate it. Normally I am pretty good about blocking things out but right now I can't block out anything. Aaagh!!! I want these thoughts to go away! Just leave me alone.
I'm sorry....I am a selfish person.
Thank you to the friends that I have that care about me. I'm sorry I've made things difficult. It will all end sooner or later.