you're something like a phenomena

[katieforanite]

its been a while.
things are strange, there is definently something missing
i'm still doing well and all of that stuff,
but at least once a day it creeps up on me.
its really selfish of you, really.
throw away everything that we had so that you can go throw away the rest of your life.

aside from those things, i did have a crush on someone.
but right now i'm tired of it/him.
its not really satisfying when you know who is always in the back of my head.
i want to push him out but i can't. i really really can't.

i suppose now would be the time to trust in time.
supposedly it heals everything.
well, here it goes.