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Well i was right.Tonight sucked. For the most part. I got to hang out with the girls which was a delight. Then there was you. It hurts me that you don't know how i feel. You just don't understand or maybe you just don't care. You probably don't even remember how you treated me tonight because in the morning you'll be too hung over to remember anything you did. We can't keep living like this and we both know it. I don't get it how you can just push all the problems you have away. You act like theres nothing wrong and liek you don't have a care in the world. Or maybe its me being well...me. I know your fed up, but its like you dont even care how i feel. But you can't keep doing this. If you keep pretending everythings okay and don't talk about whats going on one day it'll come back to you and it won't be okay anymore and you won't know what to do. What are you going to do when that day comes? Whats happening to us? Why is it happening? Please just take this advice and talk about everything thats going on. We can't keep going on like this we have to talk about it because i can't loose you! You're everything to me. I don't think you know how much i love you. I don't know what was with you tonight but it really hurt me. So as i'm sitting here, crying tonight thinking about -us- i hope you're having fun with all you're friends. I hope that i cross your mind atleast once tonight and you'll understand how i feel. I'm sorry and i love you more then anything.
love mee
love mee