i can't wait till break
This week is gonna be so long and i'm way not looking forward to it. I have about a thousand things due, but I'm just grateful that it's all due before spring break and not after, as I usually have it. But having two bio exams tom. is not fun at all. At least I'm not freaking way out like I was last time a few weeks ago, but I also had had a pretty shitty weekend right before the other ones.
I did my first track meet on saturday, and all by myself too! It went very very well and I even got some studying done. AND I did my first real ankle taping which I was incredibly nervous about and thought I would for sure fuck it up, but it was beautiful and it was the best one I've ever done. yay!!!!! This guy Kai that I know on the team made some joke about me enjoying the meet cause I got to see guys in tights and I was like yea, ur right, I did swimming in the fall where the guys are naked and now I'm watching the guys in tights which is pretty naked too. Life is so hard ;)
It actually is hard because it's only lookin'. Speaking of, there's this incredibly exhausting and hard to deal with guy that I tutor because he just craves so much attention. Sometimes he comes off as mean, but I think it's more like hes a guy who, when he was 5, would pull your hair if he liked you. So tonight he was a little more mellow and a lilttle more cute about his getting attention from me. And next thing I know I think I'm kinda attracted to him. It's ridiculous, I know. Esp considering he's 18. Altho I have liked someone my brother's age before..... I tend to very often (or always) be attracted to people I shouldn't be.
I think I'm gonna be in this student film/documentary that everyone has to come see. When I know all the details I will inform.
I did my first track meet on saturday, and all by myself too! It went very very well and I even got some studying done. AND I did my first real ankle taping which I was incredibly nervous about and thought I would for sure fuck it up, but it was beautiful and it was the best one I've ever done. yay!!!!! This guy Kai that I know on the team made some joke about me enjoying the meet cause I got to see guys in tights and I was like yea, ur right, I did swimming in the fall where the guys are naked and now I'm watching the guys in tights which is pretty naked too. Life is so hard ;)
It actually is hard because it's only lookin'. Speaking of, there's this incredibly exhausting and hard to deal with guy that I tutor because he just craves so much attention. Sometimes he comes off as mean, but I think it's more like hes a guy who, when he was 5, would pull your hair if he liked you. So tonight he was a little more mellow and a lilttle more cute about his getting attention from me. And next thing I know I think I'm kinda attracted to him. It's ridiculous, I know. Esp considering he's 18. Altho I have liked someone my brother's age before..... I tend to very often (or always) be attracted to people I shouldn't be.
I think I'm gonna be in this student film/documentary that everyone has to come see. When I know all the details I will inform.