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Ive got so much to talk about so im just gonna spill it all in here.
I wanted to write in a diary about everythhing but i dont have one,
why not write in here its not like people are gonna read it or anything.
so my life is amazing, i swear it is. everything
me and mitchell just got into a fight
i dont even care, its not like were close like we used to be,
i doubt well be that close agian he honestly doesnt care about me at all
I hate how he LOVES making girls feel like shit, hes so good at it and he knows it.
Even if you didnt do anything wrong you still better not try and explain yourself because hes ALWAYS right no matter what. He probably calls it jealously, why i made a big deal about it.
I honestly dont even care anymore because hes sooo good at treating me bad its not like he cares to begin with. The only reason why I wrote all this is because I have so many opinions on it.
Another thing that ive been thinking about lately is my morals, I reallly need to work on that. Lately Ive been hanging out with James and I have grown to have so much respect for him. Its not that I want to stop drinking and other crap, its that I want to be like james. He has never been drunk and he has never smoked. I cant say that about myself but I want to be mentally strong enough to hang out with friends doing that stuff and me to be able to just say "nah". Im tired of being a hippocrate and I ALWAYS tell myself that im going to stop but im never serious, well im serious but not strong enough as a person to seriously say no. Today I was talking to james about it and he brought up the fact that everytime I do drink or something I always end up regreting it for some reason.
I just respect him so much for how strong of a person he is and I just want to see myself being like him.
I wanted to write in a diary about everythhing but i dont have one,
why not write in here its not like people are gonna read it or anything.
so my life is amazing, i swear it is. everything
me and mitchell just got into a fight
i dont even care, its not like were close like we used to be,
i doubt well be that close agian he honestly doesnt care about me at all
I hate how he LOVES making girls feel like shit, hes so good at it and he knows it.
Even if you didnt do anything wrong you still better not try and explain yourself because hes ALWAYS right no matter what. He probably calls it jealously, why i made a big deal about it.
I honestly dont even care anymore because hes sooo good at treating me bad its not like he cares to begin with. The only reason why I wrote all this is because I have so many opinions on it.
Another thing that ive been thinking about lately is my morals, I reallly need to work on that. Lately Ive been hanging out with James and I have grown to have so much respect for him. Its not that I want to stop drinking and other crap, its that I want to be like james. He has never been drunk and he has never smoked. I cant say that about myself but I want to be mentally strong enough to hang out with friends doing that stuff and me to be able to just say "nah". Im tired of being a hippocrate and I ALWAYS tell myself that im going to stop but im never serious, well im serious but not strong enough as a person to seriously say no. Today I was talking to james about it and he brought up the fact that everytime I do drink or something I always end up regreting it for some reason.
I just respect him so much for how strong of a person he is and I just want to see myself being like him.