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[katiedoll88]

Ahhh... life seems so hard all of the sudden. Mostly because of him. I still like him but its obvious that he doesn't share those feelings. I want to at least be his friend but i dont' think that he wants anything to do with me, which sucks a big one. I keep trying to tell myself to not try so hard to be his friend, to just give up, but i'm a retard...i guess i just love the pain of rejection or something. Every time i try to tell him that i'm mad i can't, i just forgive him and forget about it.

I love my friends though. I'm sorry for neglecting you.