(no subject)
So I've been thinking.. (brace yourselves)
I've always gotten used to things changing around me
and I am not used to things staying consistant...
Am I trying to change things
so it is what I am comfortable with?
and in THAT case...
is that good?
or
should I like consistancy?
I want to be with you. And I want to feel your touch
on my skin. So bad that I find myself hurting deep inside.
I want to do anything for you because you are the one
for me.
Will we always have to go through this?
Is there more that I can do?
being so far away
to make you feel like I am with you?
I've never felt so unappreciated from someone...
you'd think that the most important man in your life
would appreciate the air you breathe, the beats of your
heart. After all...he created you.
Will you always make me feel insignificant?
like I am nothing to you but
the check you have
to pay $750 for every month?
You are in town and I don't even want to see you...
Pitiful....