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exams are on their pretty little way and i cant get them onto my thinking space
well im trying and im making progress but, so far, they still background
its odd when things feel completely gone, totally slipped past you and you hit the point where you just stop caring, what he thinks about you, if....its all slipped out of mind and im starting to feel like it was never there, i was delusional for a while and it didnt actually
surfacely, today i am good.
not a day which, when dead and comtemplating, i will ever be overly proud of, but then not one ill ever cry over either, i call that some good living, yes i do
and soon, there will be water, because water is on my thoughtlist just now, and next week it will be on more thoughtlists...yes it will
i want to write and i want to run but i cant do either i have to study
i dont write these with half the enthusiasm i once did....oh well, im nearly nineteen now, this will be to blame for everything
as will you
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well im trying and im making progress but, so far, they still background
its odd when things feel completely gone, totally slipped past you and you hit the point where you just stop caring, what he thinks about you, if....its all slipped out of mind and im starting to feel like it was never there, i was delusional for a while and it didnt actually
surfacely, today i am good.
not a day which, when dead and comtemplating, i will ever be overly proud of, but then not one ill ever cry over either, i call that some good living, yes i do
and soon, there will be water, because water is on my thoughtlist just now, and next week it will be on more thoughtlists...yes it will
i want to write and i want to run but i cant do either i have to study
i dont write these with half the enthusiasm i once did....oh well, im nearly nineteen now, this will be to blame for everything
as will you
x