May 15, 2005 18:02
wooow i could die right now
time is immeasurable at workies and i am sooo damn hurting i want to be crying but cant be, ok so im lazy and pathetic but is it my fault? or is it the fault of EVIL parenting?
i such a boring person to meet sometimes i reckon, no one really gets any idea of me from first impressions i reckon they just hate me for a few minutes after which they forget im there
could be im making it up, just that theres so muhc to take in and then they want me to be hyper and im not in control of what im doing any more
im very taken in by pretty people and i dont care
i do care that advertising works on me...its wierd how much , i hate that and my body is letting me know that its displeased with my eating habits and so its all bad
i wish i was outside but im not
i am too stupid to be able to solve this problem
night