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Sometimes I think back to freshman year of college and how the world was a very different place then.Time to hang out was abdunant and everyone wanted to be your friend. You would love your dorm room door open just to see if that cute guy from down the hall would stop by. It was so fresh and so innocent.
Now you would think its a totally different place. People have changed, many things have happened ina four year period and i am just left wondering where i go from here. i think i have learned a bit that i can't really rely on other people, because in one way shape or form they always let me down. some do it more than others, but everyone does it in the end. maybe im too demanding or maybe it's because i don't like change.
so now i ponder whether i tell a few particular people how much they use to mean to me and why it just isnt that way anymore. i sort of went that root with someone once and they just didnt get it. maybe when im not around it will hit them or maybe they just dont like me anymrore.
we'll see what the rest of the day brings.
<3 kt
Now you would think its a totally different place. People have changed, many things have happened ina four year period and i am just left wondering where i go from here. i think i have learned a bit that i can't really rely on other people, because in one way shape or form they always let me down. some do it more than others, but everyone does it in the end. maybe im too demanding or maybe it's because i don't like change.
so now i ponder whether i tell a few particular people how much they use to mean to me and why it just isnt that way anymore. i sort of went that root with someone once and they just didnt get it. maybe when im not around it will hit them or maybe they just dont like me anymrore.
we'll see what the rest of the day brings.
<3 kt